confuse

hmm...
recently, i dont know what happen to me...
low motivation to do something...
become lazy and lazy...
because of industry training?
no people scold me to work hard?
no stress?
no target?
dont know la...
confusing...

hard to imagine how is my future
what actually is my ambition?
become a programmer?
web master?
technician?
network admisnistrator?
or just a normal staff in xxx company?

arghh....
what actually i want le?
what a?
hmm...
i also dont know la...

haiz...
very confusing la...