new programming language, new challenge, but lazy mood...

argh...
argh...
argh...

need learn new language...
why?
because my Finaly Year Project need follow college platform to do it...
cham...

what language i need to use to write the code?
Active Server Page(asp)...
remember!!!
not asp.net
that language dont know how long time ago

haiz...
bo bian...
impossible we develop a system that cannot integrate with the current system right?
so...
learn...learn... and learn...
try my best to do it ba...
but dont know why i become lazy and lazy...
because industry training still remain around 1 month?
dont know la...

hope i have motivation to do my Final Year Project
if not i sure fail and need repeat T_T
hope i can done what my supervisor ask me to do...

What the busy day...

today, i and my fyp group member have a meeting with my supervisor
before the meeting start,
i told my friend
i: i think the discussion can until lunch time la (hahaha)
friend: huh? i think no so long la... (hahaha)
i: 1st time you know her meh? when start the discussion sure have many thing say
friend: hahaha...

after that,
my supervisor come and the meeting start...
after around half an hour,
she found that we still dont understand about the current process that regarding to my fyp
so that, she ask us interview with exam division and some admin assistant or assistant registrar of school

then she take the phone and make a call...
i and my group member are surprise because need interview immediately
after few minutes,
the exam division admin assistant come and intrerview with us =.="
after that,
she ask SOT school of assistant registrar then follow by SBS school
WT...
i and my group member think... (wale...so powerful, can immediately arrange a interview for us)
if we go interview,
100% the staff who handle will not bother us =.="
swt...

after the interview until 3pm,
we take a rest,
then we need continue meeting with our director...
swt"
tire...
whole day meeting, interview, discussion...
after around 6pm,
finally...
meeting are finish...

unluckly...
my fyp need use the college platform T_T
the platform that we never learn before...
damn...
and my supervisor expect us done a working prototye to her in this week!!!
WT...
she think we are the god...
luckly we give few more day
however,
the time still tight

haiz...
dont know we are affort to come out the prototying for her or not on next week T_T
hope can ba...
haiz...

My Saturday

ring...ring...(alarm alert)
8.00am le...
why i wake up so early in saturday?
because later 9.30am have meeting with Miss Jessie about the seminar
after i prepare, i go to school meet miss Jessie

after the discussion, i go to swimming pool there
why?
because my gf at there and there have competition =.="
by the way, not my gf go competition,
just her master dont want let her go home -.-"
after that, i feel a bit boring then i go back because dont know need wait until what time

around 1pm,
i go out dating with my gf ^^
we go eat mcd and go jusco buy some thing
and i also need buy my formal shoe =.="
after we eat mcd, we go buy the thing
after that, we go BATA shoe shop to buy my shoe
RM50 fly alway...
haiz...
nvm la, i can have a new formal shoe ^^

happy dating ^^
wahaha...

boring...

arghh...
so boring a....
what i am doing during office?
play facebook...
play games...
write blog =.="
damn boring office life...

recently damn boring,
after we make the modification of the website,
we need wait for the top management to approve our project
but...
they only friday have meeting
swt...
we free of task for 1 week again... and again...
after they approve our project we just can continue our work...

arghh...
boring la...
what can i do le?
seminar?
haiz...
very lazy to do le...
after my supervisor ask me to make the modification,
i feel very lazy to do
haiz...
no motivation
no mood
no...
i also dont know...

Journal of going back my Hometown

yeah...
today i going back to hometown lo...
actually today i plan i go to hometown with my gf at 8am by train
however...
dont know what happen with my hp's alarm
langsung no alert -.-"
when i wake up...
it already 7.40am le

omg...
no time to prepare and go to KL Sentral buy train ticket and take train go hometwon
T_T wuwuwu~~~
after that, i sugeest with my gf we take bus go hometown
therefore, we package our thing within few minutes then depart go to pasar seni buy bus ticket
we plan that we want take 9am CEPAT EXPRESS bus go back,
but only have 10.30am
then i bought the ticket (before CEPAT no have go back labis)

after i buy,
the ticket seller told me that we need exchange the bus at SEGAMAT station
after reach SEGAMAT station,
my gf go ask the CEPAT EXPRESS counter staff,
he told us that only have bus at 3.30pm
WT...
we need wait around 1 hour

however,
me and my gf decide go back by SE EXPRESS
(luckly the bus is depart at 2.30pm)
so we pay the driver RM6 (each person RM 3)

finally...
i reach my home ^0^

What Seminar Title Should i Choose?

arghh...
this few day, i am thinking what seminar title should i choose...
i search many article in the internet but i still dont know what title should i do
beside that,
i also go library to search the book that can related to my seminar title...
but...
still dont know what title should i do...

actually many title on my mind but some i dont know how to do
some are hard to find the journal...
my group member are suggest me do about the browser
however, the information are hard to find especially is journal...

arghh....
what title should i do le?
SQL server vs mySQL?
ASP.NET vs J2EE?
website design?
user interface design?

haiz...

finally i make a decision,
i do the most easy 1... user interface design
after that i start to write my seminar title proposal to my supervisor
hope she approval my title ba...

poor english, poor grammar, and poor pronounciation

arghh...
why my english so weak a?
i have try to learn le...
but still hard to communicate with other people in english
sometime i understand but some time i dont understand
i think my english just until PMR only...

have any method to learn english?
normally i watch movie to learn...
but i easy forget what learn...
this is my weakness in learning english
so now...
i try to write my blog in english to improve lo
hope someone can visit my blog to help me check my grammar
thanks ^^

confuse

hmm...
recently, i dont know what happen to me...
low motivation to do something...
become lazy and lazy...
because of industry training?
no people scold me to work hard?
no stress?
no target?
dont know la...
confusing...

hard to imagine how is my future
what actually is my ambition?
become a programmer?
web master?
technician?
network admisnistrator?
or just a normal staff in xxx company?

arghh....
what actually i want le?
what a?
hmm...
i also dont know la...

haiz...
very confusing la...